About Didi

Over the years, I have learned to listen to my intuition. Since then, life has unfolded on its own.

As a young child, I remember living in a world without time. Every day felt like a new beginning, full of possibility and wonder for the world around me. As I grew older, things became heavier. I felt lost in this world and rarely truly connected to the people around me. After a few difficult years, something shifted on my sixteenth birthday. During a visit to Taizé in France, I experienced being touched by light without being physically touched. It gave me a feeling of deep connection. In that moment, I knew there was more than what my eyes could see.

In the years that followed, I kept searching for more of these experiences. I found temporary answers in books, crystals, tarot and astrology.

The birth of my daughters gave me a new identity and direction, motherhood. But as they grew older and went to school, I began to wonder who I was beyond being their mother. There was more space for myself again, but I no longer knew what truly lit me up.

A coaching trajectory gave me room to explore this, and I rediscovered my most essential value, meaningfulness. It felt like a long-forgotten desire inside me was being gently dusted off and brought back to life. Inspired by this new clarity, I deepened my exploration of spirituality and consciousness. Human Design caught my attention, and I was drawn to the teachings of Michael Pilarczyk, who opened the door to the law of attraction and conscious creation. I followed various workshops and trainings, including the art of unconditional love (the balance between masculine and feminine energy), systemic work in organizations, Reiki, and meditation.

A deep inner shift began with what I later recognized as a dark night of the soul. After years of trying to live the life I thought I “should” live, yet feeling further away from myself, I reached a breaking point in 2019. Everything I believed myself to be began to fall apart.

I followed the whispers of my intuition, even when they went against the life I had built. A divorce and a burn-out brought me to a low point, everything familiar fell away and I felt like I was moving through darkness. And yet, in that darkness, something awakened in me. Something I had always felt but never dared to follow.

I began meditating, doing energy work, and engaging with my inner world, sometimes with a lot of resistance. Everything I had suppressed or tried to push away, I now allowed to be fully present. After several periods of depression and confusion, a first deep realization came: a moment of unity with everything that exists. In that moment, I knew that we have a body and a mind, but we are not limited to them. This insight opened an inner journey of surrender and allowing life to unfold, a journey that continues to this day.

I realized I had always been looking for answers outside myself, while every answer was already within. In 2023, I completed “The School of Awakening – Teacher of Presence” by Eckhart Tolle. It gave me a powerful insight: I can enjoy external things, but none of them are needed for awakening or for reaching a specific goal. Every workshop, course and book had ultimately pointed me back inward, toward direct experience, from the heart rather than the mind.

Following my intuition has become my compass. With growing clarity, life shows me where to go. Everything that appears on my path feels like an invitation to go within and meet my inner world.

As within, so without.

By listening to intuition and allowing life to unfold, everything aligns naturally. The right teachers and healers keep appearing, deepening my own journey, and these insights are what I lovingly pass on to the people I guide.

Alongside my work as an intuitive guide, I still use my experience as an advisor in education. Over seventeen years taught me to listen deeply, to sense what lives between the lines, and to explore the question beneath the question. I’m used to getting to the core quickly, bringing clarity to what seems unclear, and giving people the space to find their own answers.

This experience flows into my work as a guide, not to tell you what to do, but to mirror what wants to be seen on a deeper level.
I know how it feels to lose yourself in expectations, systems and roles that don’t fit. I know what it is to search for love, affirmation and direction outside yourself. And I know the deep relief of returning, layer by layer, to who you truly are.

This journey we call life is a continuous deepening, with no beginning and no end. My intuition has led me to where I am now.

The mind will read this and try to understand it, yet it cannot be understood. It is a remembering. What you truly are has always been with you, and always will be. It was there when you were born, and it will be there when you leave the human body.

What we truly are cannot be captured in words, yet words can point toward it. Our true nature could be described as stillness, as awareness, as oneness. When this stillness becomes felt, it shows itself as peace, as true love. As an inner quiet without beginning or end.

If your focus is only on experiencing “higher dimensions,” there is a risk of spiritual bypassing. Thoughts, emotions and dimensions are temporary movements, what you truly are is timeless.

True spirituality is not an escape, it is being fully present in your humanity. In light and shadow, in wholeness and experience. That is the play of this life, and it can only be lived fully by allowing the reality of this moment to be felt deeply.